Ah my Dear Kim Jaejoong.. I am just one of your fan amongst others, and you will probably never realize because many of your fans do so much more.. but when I seriously think of it, I feel like I am crazy somehow (In my small world, I certainly am.. family thinks I am.. colleagues don’t need to know where I go lolz).. oh God, the things I do for you.. lolz.. I wasnt ready, my wallet was far from being ready BUT no matter what it would take, I couldnt miss your concert and birthday party in Seoul.. after my trip in Yokohama last june (for you), I was pretty broke and didn’t have any days off left for 2013, so I couldn’t attend any of your “WWW” concerts, so I waited patientely for 2014.. many people were saying that Seoul would probably be one of the last chance (if not the last one) to see you performing live before your enlistement.. how I could have missed it? how could I convince myself it was ok if I missed it? It would have never been ok.. better have remorses for doing something crazy than regrets for not doing it.. so just one last time (before the next time probably), I had to be there, I needed to be part of it.. it’s like a drug, it’s addictive, it’s dangerous.. my mysery started in Tokyo Dome 2010.. then no one told me, once you tasted it, there is no turn back.. would it have stopped me? certainly not.. I wouldn’t change a thing.. no matter how stressful, upsetting, frustrating and angering things surrounding you can get, I am here for you.. so I will close my eyes and just enjoy the ride.. such a rollercoaster.. whirlpool of emotions.. but you’re such an amazing artist.. I can stay away from many things, but not from you.. so once again, I decided to take a ticket for another ride with you.. and God knows those tickets are hard to get.. But finally I managed to get them and make sure I could start another journey leading me to you..
Tickets to Jaejoong’s Heaven.. as I use to call them..